Give up but count me out

There's so many reasons not to live,not to wake up everyday and we fail continuously, dismally but I wake up each and everyday to see the new dawn of a  new day .

I can't suppresses my eagerness down ,it wants to blast out,living in the deep pool of pains, misery and sorrows but trying by all means to make each day counts and making sure that gets happiness.

Note to self : there are people who are have  lived at this dark world for a very longest time but made sure that everyone around them has been happy,while you die inside surely try to pray hard for those who have found easy way out to never go back.

Even if I spend the rest of my life and trying to figure out who really am I then I won't give up to myself, I won't give up to my desires,my goals,my dreams,to my needs & wants.

I prayed to God to please reconnect with me and redirect me to the right path and I have confessed how sinfully am I & how weak spiritually and He said " My child at your worst demise try to forgive yourself and nurse your hurt and I am your father will be there to help you heal along ,to hold your hands just don't stop praying,I have heard your crying out and I've observed you for a very longest hence you haven't opened the door for me to hold your hands but don't worry I'm here now to be your Shepard"

Thank you Lord for saving my dying soul and inner me.

I am not about to start now to give up,I've came a long way to give up now,I have past in this that should have sent me to grave early but I've fought four times as hard , I've fought when the person inside me was almost about to die and I am still fighting now  .

Please don't give up ,keep fighting everything  might be okay let's put everything in God's hands

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